I’m disappointed to report that I have not submitted any applications…

But it’s not for a lack of trying! 

This week, one of my hardest classes starts, Calculus 3 (Multivariable Calculus), and I have been scrambling to make sure everything got done. I don’t have a formal teacher, all of my work is online, so the material is hard and I have virtually no motivation to do any of it. 

I will say, though, that this first week I have been trying, at least, to be productive. I have about 14 assignments with 20 questions and four videos each. This is all due on Sept. 23. I have less than a month to teach myself Multivariable Calculus, and then to take the exam. 

On top of that, I decided that I have an ambition to self-study for AP European History. I honestly don’t know what I do this to myself. I already have so much work on top of school and Mock Trial but I decided to take on more and more, I guess I’m just greedy for work? Who knows? 

I’m trying to lighten my workload and delegate some of my work to other people but I just feel so lazy and useless of I do that. 

This is a race against the clock, and I am currently losing.